I think, historically, I have run from intimacy (aka close, completely open relationships with either sex) because it can be messy and painful, and most of all, because I didn't want anyone to know that I wasn't perfect. (Ironic, huh?) I think that's leftover from Preacher's Daughter Syndrome. Mostly, though, I think I ran from intimacy because at my core, I often don't think I'm really worthy of love.
But now I think I'm running toward intimacy (close relationships, not just dating stuff) anywhere I can find it.
Although lately it seems like I've been running from lots of work to more work in most areas of my life (church, especially), as well as my job.
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You first. ;-)
You TOTALLY cheated.
I think, historically, I have run from intimacy (aka close, completely open relationships with either sex) because it can be messy and painful, and most of all, because I didn't want anyone to know that I wasn't perfect. (Ironic, huh?) I think that's leftover from Preacher's Daughter Syndrome. Mostly, though, I think I ran from intimacy because at my core, I often don't think I'm really worthy of love.
But now I think I'm running toward intimacy (close relationships, not just dating stuff) anywhere I can find it.
Although lately it seems like I've been running from lots of work to more work in most areas of my life (church, especially), as well as my job.
I appreciated your openness in your comment a.lo.
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